a few foolish lines
Hi I'm Alyssa! I love hands. Like, I REALLY love hands. I'm creative, or at least I hope I am! In my free time, I like to play music and be lazy. In my not free time, I usually manage to still play music.
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Friday: after track, I came home and started getting all prettied up for a quincenera. It was really fun actually! I love being all fancy and dancing the night away (:
Saturday: I watched Korra (of course) and studied a bit for the US AP that’s coming up. I then watched Dance Academy with Lilly. After that, I went to a friend’s birthday at her house - and man was that fun.
Sunday: Saw my best friend Lizzy for the first time in weeks. We got Mexican, saw the Hunger Games, and ate some fro-yo. And I managed to get all my work done not too late (:
Why did I take such a long break from practicing piano uch I’m so mad at myself. I was just getting to the point where I was proud of myself and now I ruined it.
My hip’s actually in a lot of pain. Hope this isn’t serious and a break from track after tomorrow morning will help… :/
unless I take a Driver’s Ed class outside of school (which is expensive so it’s not happening).
Or I can not take Driver’s Ed and try to somehow get my license when I’m in college or something…
Or never drive and rely on other people to drive me places.
Now if only my stomach would get like that…
Ah all in due time.
I just… I feel like physically, some insecurities are clearing up. My skin isn’t as bad as it used to be, I can agree that certain aspects of my body are beautiful, and soon I’ll be getting into shape and I’ll only get better from there. Emotionally, I’m being less sad than I used to be and enjoying what I can. I’m improving in music, and hopefully I’ll continue on that path. My self esteem is improving. That’s the most important part. I’m becoming less of a shell that holds negative emotions and more of an entire person who just… lives.
